You know, I just woke up, like, suddenly I was sleeping. Then I had a dream, okay? Like, in the dream, like, before I just, you know, fall asleep, I was thinking about someone, about a girl, living together, stuff like this. Then suddenly I fell asleep. Then I was thinking about someone else, you know, like, not about that actually. It's like, you know, it's like I'm going somewhere, like I'm going to my old places where I used to live. I don't talk—I wanna talk to everyone, but I cannot talk to anyone, because I'm trying, but no one is speaking to me. They're right behind me, beside me. There's another guy, and everyone talking to him, congratulating him and stuff, you know, like he did some big shit. Then I'm going, going. As going, suddenly in the road there was so many, like, you know, sand. You know, when there's work on the road, they pile up sand on the road. So there's sand on the road. So I was going over it, like I'm stepping on the sand, and I am getting absorbed, like my leg is getting inside of it every time. It's like it is trying to eat me up. Then every time I go out, then I lose my sandal. Like it's gone. It's inside. I am, like, just, like I'm using my hand to find out, and I cannot. As I'm trying, then I think, like, oh, my bag is dirty. Then I'm thinking maybe what should I wear. Then again I try again, I try again, and suddenly I'm somewhere else in a home. It's like lonely, but also not lonely. I don't know where it is. I'm living there with a girl. I don't have to sleep; I'm just staying there. I am playing game on the girl computer, maybe laptop. The laptop is broken, you know. It's like one side of the monitor is broken, like it's just somehow, somehow it's, like, bind together. I'm playing game on it, and the girl is speaking so many things. There's a balcony in the room. She was, like— what should I say? She was, like, drying her dresses and stuff. I'm playing game, playing game. Then something happened, like I needed to go outside. Then I went outside. Before that— before that— it's like I think I had shower or something. Someone was talking to me, a guy. He was saying that it's a big day, I need your towel, you know. And then still I went to shower. I showered, and when I was entering the balcony, it's like there's a wall between. It's like, you know, there's half of my size, a steel plate. There's lock. I can go over it, but I'm not going. When I'm trying to go over it, I feel like if I go over it, I'll fall from the balcony. I don't know how, but I somehow having my towel, then go downstairs. I don't know how much downstairs, but I go. I get on a lift. I'm going somewhere. It's like I'm with my friends. There's some other guy too. I'm going and going, going. Then lift stop, and some guy comes out. It's like that guy wasn't with us from the beginning, but suddenly he's just going out of lift. And lift, that side, that door opens on the side where I think there's some shop or something, like they are unloading and loading, you know, stuff like this. And the door doesn't open fully. It's like one guy can get out. They cannot bring stuff in the lift, it's so small place. So small, okay? Then it closed, then again open. Then I cannot find it. I just then I go out of the lift, and there is only one guy with me, a small guy. I feel like I know him. It's like— he's, like, from the place I used to live before. First his face was, like, great. Then the more I walk, the more his face change. Like he's not the same anymore. Then suddenly people starting to, like, throw stone on me. It's like from the side of the building, like there's another building in front of me. Someone throwing stone from there on me, and I'm getting hurt. Like, it's like, the hurt is, like, my backside is hurting, like my back. I'm still feeling the pain. It's like, you know, like small pain I can feel it, still now. My body is, like, you know, I can actually feel the sensation of, like someone threw something on me. I get injured, then I started shouting. Some people come. They say, Why you are shouting? I say someone throwing stone on me. I don't know why, but I still feel a little bit of pain. It's like, you know, like— it's like, I don't know how to say that sensation, like that people indeed threw stone on me, you know, like this. I don't know why, why I'm seeing this thing in my dream. I don't know.
Dreams often contain elements of our subconscious thoughts and feelings, and they can sometimes be puzzling or even unsettling. Let's break down the components of your dream for a deeper understanding:
Thinking About Someone Before Sleep: Your initial thoughts before falling asleep were about living with a girl, which suggests a desire for companionship or a significant relationship in your life. The focus on someone indicates that this is an area of life you find meaningful or attractive.
Old Places and Communication Barrier: Visiting your old places and being unable to talk to the people around you alludes to unresolved past issues. Perhaps there are aspects of your past life where you feel disconnected or ignored, or you might be facing difficulties expressing yourself in your current environment.
The Sand and Lost Sandal: Walking through sand and losing your sandal symbolizes feeling stuck or overwhelmed. Sand often represents obstacles that aren't stable or permanent, suggesting you're dealing with situations that feel like they are sinking you or tying you down, making you lose grip on something valuable or familiar.
Lonely but Not Lonely Home with the Girl: Being in a place that feels both lonely and not lonely indicates inner conflict between feeling content and feeling isolated. Playing games on a broken laptop while the girl dries clothes points to a mix of leisure and responsibilities in life. The broken laptop suggests there are imperfections or issues in your coping mechanisms or distractions.
Towel and Balcony Dilemma: The interaction concerning a towel and the possible fall from a balcony suggests caution around taking risks. It indicates a fear of crossing personal boundaries or the fear of failure when exploring new possibilities.
The Lift and the Changing Face: Going up and down in a lift signifies ups and downs in life, possibly related to career or personal growth. The changing face of the person with you might reflect your changing perceptions or realizations about people you are close to.
Stone Throwing and Feeling Pain: Being targeted with stones from an unseen source could symbolize social pressures or criticisms that are affecting you personally. The persistent sensation of pain even after waking shows that this may be a pressing issue in your life requiring attention.
In summary, your dream seems to be weaving together themes of relationship aspirations, disconnection from the past, feeling trapped by current challenges, and being deeply affected by external judgments or criticisms. It might be helpful for you to reflect on these themes in your current life and find ways to tackle the underlying emotions involved.